Heyy! Long time no updating this blog. Been busy with school stuff. Yaaa I'm still a secondary school student. Kay just cut the crap -,-

What does it feels when your boy "bestfriend" didn't tell you about his new girlfriend? It hurts right?

There's one boy in my school. We've been friend for 3years. He's like my boy bestfriend. Sometime he also look like my boyfriend. Many people thought that we're couple but actually we're not.

And now he have a new girlfriend but didnt tell me anything. Yaaa it hurts :/ we are very close. Many secret we shared toghether. I texted him on my first date with sj. Just want him to calm me down bcs im too nervous.

He shared his problem with me and i shared my problem with him. We tried to solved it together. We're in the same uniform and club. It make us more close to each other. But now we are more like stranger :(

Hi, Assalamualaikum :)

Today date is 31/12/12. It's the end of the year babe. Hihi too much memories in 2012. Happy, hate, sad, hurt, love. Yup, too much...

January

Form 4 life was very hard for me. Too much pressure. Belajar pasal subject baru. First dapat masuk class 4Fasih. Classmate best. Tak sampai berapa hari kena tukar class. Masuk class 4Bestari. Class Science ke-2. Tak ke naya? Haha. Tengah bulan centu ada budak account masuk class tu. Ayutt one of them. At first tak rapat sangat dgn ayutt. Tak tahu cemana lama lama boleh rapat. Bestfriend sampai skrg :') Relationship dgn Zharfan okay lagi time tu. Takde gaduh gaduh.

February

Ujian Setara yg pertama kan? Result? Sangat baik! Addmath lulus! Physics lulus! Itu kira baik kan? Jadi bertambah rapat dgn ayutt. Ayutt pandai math :) Bulan ni dah tak okay sangat dgn Zharfan. Jarang contact dgn dia sbb exam...

22/2- Saiful Acryl Faiq's birthday. Celebrate dekat Secret Recipe Semenyih.

March

His father died. I can't visit his fmly. Time tu hari jumaat. I kena sekolah. Dia text i pagi pagi tu bagitah i pasal ayah dia. I terus bagitahu umi. Umi pun terkejut. I cried. Dtg sekolah i terus nangis depan anisah, syarina semua. I rapat dgn ayah dia. Fmly i dgn dia pun rapat. Sbb tu i rasa sedih. Hari jumaat mmg akan ada baca yassin dekat sekolah. I baca sampai nangis. I tak tahu knp i sedih gila...

16/3- Jumpa dia SEKEJAP! Itu last date kitorang. Tak jumpa sampai skrg sbb after his father passed away, dia terus stay Kelantan...

24/3- Merentas Desa SMKBR. Jadi photographer. Hihi. Pinjam motor qush sbb nak ambil gambar tu. Malam pulak gerak Dataran. ada Hari Polis. I gerak dgn TeamKP sekolah i. Balik tengah malam then diorang tidur dekat kem i. Hihi.

April

I hate this month! I break dgn dia. I don't know who's wrong. Me or him? Kitorang mmg dah jarang gilaa contact. I pun jarang online sbb ayah pegang wifi time weekdays. Weekend je dia kasi. Ada satu haritu yg i onl. Ada budak perempuan follow i. I bukak profile dia. Ada link blog dekat bio. I tak tahu kenapa tetibe i nak bukak blog tu. Sebelum ni mmg i tak bukak pun kalau ada org letak link blog dekat bio. I rasa mmg Allah nak tunjuk dekat i kan apa yg i tak tahu.

That night jugak i minta break. I geram gilaa gilaa. Hmm I can't moved on. I rasa  menyesal minta break. Dia ckp dekat i yg tu kakak tiri dia laa apa laa. Dan zharfan ni jenis yg bila dah break je dia akan balas dendam. I don't know why perangai dia centu. I terkena :'(

30/4- his birthday. I wish him. Wish je. Present tak dapat nak kasi. Jauh kan...

May

12/5- I pergi Tanjung Piai. Sbb ada fmly day. Malam tu i couple balik dgn dia. Tp tak lama pun. Tak sampai sebulan i rasa. Sedih kan? Tp break kali ni i tak rasa sedih sngt. Haha and Alhamdulillah i dah start pakai tudung.

16/5- Sambutan Hari Guru dekat sekolah. Hihi

25/5- i pergi Hari Belia. Uncle Samad hantar pergi sana. I pergi dgn Amirah and Nad. Balik tengah malam weh. Pastu kena sound dgn bapak Nad. Haha tak pasal pasal.

27/5- Pergi Jakel Shah Alam. Beli kain utk buat baju kurung and baju melayu for Hari Raya. Habis 3K lebih weh for one fmly -,-

June

2/6- Pergi mid. Pergi dgn didey. Ayah hantar sampai KTM Kajang.

9/6- Pergi TwtUpKami. Uncle Samad hantar sampai Bukit Jalil. Pergi dgn didey and cousin. Lepak kejap dekat BJ pastu gerak mid.

20/6- Father's Day! We celebrate at Bumbumbali Puchong. I bought a Liverpool jersey for ayah.

27/6- Saiful Azryl Faiz's birthday. Dia celebrate dekat sekolah dia. Ummi tempah cake Boboiboy & Upin Ipin.

30/6- Ayah's birthday. Tak celebrate on that day sbb ayah kena pergi Johor.

July

1/7- celebrate both Saiful's birthday dekat TGIF Sunway Pyramid. Had a very big meal.

7/7- Carnival SMKBR. I ada buka gerai dgn kawan kawan I. Mcm mcm kitorang jual. On that day my team kena buat persembahan kawad. One word, HANCUR! Tak tahu laa knp. Tp kitorang buat time tu mcm tak kemas. Squad leader Azha. Nasib baik laa dia dah masuk Rinching balik. Last year dia dapat Anugerah Ketua Platun terbaik!

August

Happy Hari Raya! Hihi. Baju raya tahun ni colour grey. Tahun ni tak buat openhouse. So sad...

30/8- Sambutan Merdeka Raya dekat sekolah. Hihi

September

9/9- Jamuan Hari Raya Batalion 4.

15/9- Jamuan Hari Raya KDNKA. Buat dekat kem i. Jumpa Farid Kamil. Woot ^^,

17/9- Ummi's birthday. Celebrate dekat TonyRoma's Sunway Pyramid.

October

9/10/12- kalau tak break, dah setahun kan kita? Haha. I Miss You. Rindu senyuman awak. Rindu muka blurr awak tu. Rindu nak skype dgn awak. Rindu nak gaduh dgn awak. Rindu nak bahan awak. Yg paling penting, I miss our relationship :')

26/10- Hari Raya Haji! Tak balik kg. Just stay sini je.

November

5/11- Pergi Wangsa Walk dgn Didey and Cousin. Tengok movie Skyfall. Best! Hihi

13/11- Pergi Kelantan sbb ada org kawin. Zharfan ajak dtg rumah dia. Tp tak sempat :'(

21/11/12- Pergi Wangsa walk dgn didey, kawan didey and syerill. Tarikh yg sama first date dgn zharfan. Rindu? Ofcos laa kan.

Malam tu celebrate dekat Red Wok, Bangi. Sedap weh makan steamboat.

December

6/12- I punya birthday. Finally I'm 16. Hihi malam tu celebrate dekat Bangi. Apa tah nama restoran tu. Lupa-,-

7/12- Going to Gambang Waterpark!

Till then, xoxo :)